30 days

30 days.
That’s how long it takes for skin cells to completely replace. 
He never touched me. He just watched me. 
No skin cell regeneration is going to change that. 
My body won't change. 
I want to shrink into a ball.
Make myself as small as I feel.
Why didn’t I see this coming? 
I am disgusted with myself.
For something I had no control over.
I was lied to and manipulated,
But it still feels like my fault.
If i hadn’t been a fool for him.
If i had supervision.
If i had friends.
So many what ifs.
As if that matters now. 
I never had regrets.
But i regret the day I met him.